Stop

Stop calling

Texting

Trying to reach me

I can’t do this anymore

I’ve reached my limit

I’ve tried to ignore my feelings

But I can’t

How far are you going to go before you realize

What you’re doing to me

I loved you

I know you don’t want to hear it

But it’s true

I loved you

I knew everything about you

I fell for you

I would’ve done anything for you

But you don’t want me

You just want to be friends

I would rather be friends with you than nothing

I admit that

But do you know how much that hurts?

To be friends with you while you date my best friend?

It’s one of the toughest pains I’ve had to deal with

But I smiled through it

And acted like it didn’t bother me

Because I want you to be happy

Even when I see you look at her and pain shoots through my chest

I can’t breathe

It hurts to do anything other than just stand there

But I smile

And say you two are lucky

You’re perfect for each other

My feelings for you never went away…

I don’t think they ever will

But at least I got to hang out with you

And talk to you

The kind of talk I can only have with you

And then you took that away from me too

You needed space

Fucking space

It was pure torture

And you liked it

And when I tried to stand my ground you didn’t get why

So you know what?

I’m done

With the pain

With my feelings

You can go to hell

Cause for a person who bragged about knowing what others were feeling

You were unbelievably clueless

So stop

Stop trying to be there for me

You lost your chance

50 chances ago

The last thing I want do to is hurt you…

But you either don’t care or don’t know

Cause you’ve been hurting me

A deep hurt that I have been feeling for months

Cause the guy I love unconditionally

Doesn’t care

enough